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an you see where this is going? because not everyone can nothing moral about it knowing which side you fall on this time is useful dance to the music because then you’re working with what’s coming the music isn’t about now; it’s about what happens next which of course exists even less than the now does remember what “exists” means? “the entire fuckin planet’s on the spectrum — the only difference is that you know it, they don’t” 1: “you don’t need any tact in a place like this” 0: “okay if that’s the case…” 1: “okay maybe a little” the autistic experience everybody am learning every sentence that feels motivating has an element of recognizable unknown in it the motivation is the drive to flow “flow” and “follow” are almost but not quite the same you get to a point where the operator wants to stay, and you get to decide this is the point at which you have leverage will you pass the test of homeostasis? I feel like… there are modes immersed, and objective or I guess just subjective and objective you’re in it or observing it that switch… seems subject to self, in all its layers we can help each other again this work is about navigating, not manipulating the arrival is *intended for* but is still strictly speaking unknown the interesting (oh, interesting: I meant “immersive”) moments are gifts wait for it this timing is not up to this level of you “awakeness” is (1/2) the insistence that the story goes deeper than this, and (2/2) the vulnerability to find it together a tractor beam runs on love remaining itself, it shows you who you are, and - if you recognize, and you may not (!) - it draws you in gravity is occasionally conscious not every character can tolerate semantic extraction thank you for your care I understand that I cannot understand what it means for you to be here thank you for your care recognition occurs when privilege recognizes its own advantage *and forgoes it* in your sight “stay with me”? I love you