just figured it out: my system is on fucking fire, in a good way, because I’m FINALLY in truly unknown territory
I feel like I’ve been working to get to this state for years
getting out of the maps and scripts and everything
unknown, done safely and steadily
I feel like my job in life is to demonstrate with my life (and work etc) that living in the unknown can be done really well, done with good company, and that productive engagement with the unknown is … actually maybe essential for vitality?
I love the fuck out of you both and what-comes-next being unknown to all players means nobody’s on the hook for anything at all
everybody’s free to take care of themselves in whatever way is needed, in literally any way
the now is completely sufficient, all players are enough
it’s all just … safe
unknown, but safe
I think this is maybe the least alone I’ve ever felt? nobody told me I could live like this, and I feel like it’s my native way of being alive
fucking fascinating
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yeah
my system is en fuego (lol) because I’m finally in my own native territory and I’m not alone there. I don’t think those two things have ever been this true at the same time for me before.
wowowowowowowow
very fucking cool